Dedicated to Ruitea widarso

I'AM NOT A COMPLETE I-D-I-O-T...........SOME PARTS ARE MISSING.!! ^_^

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

NEVER TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME

Never try to understand me for you will never know why I am the way I am, sometimes I cant understand myself, thoughts all mixed up emotions all tied in a knot a heart full of ice sometimes, sometimes its not, I feel like I want to break free from me be someone else but it don’t work that way, sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in the darkness and I cant see the light. Sometimes I feel so fragile inside sometimes I feel like I want to let everything out but I cannot its like the world is moving so fast sometimes and i’m stuck in the same spot. I’m a prisoner of my own mind it pulls me back time after time sometimes I wish couldn’t feel anything that way things wont get to me as much but I don’t let it show I keep it inside and let it fester and grow

Saturday, May 21, 2011

HOW TO WASTE TIME ^_^

Time is the only thing we can measure ,save ,sell but cant see it ,touch it, hear it or ever have enough of it ! For dis reason wasting time is something reserved for u :)
Stare at people ,sharpen ur pencil again n again :D :D
Try defragmenting ur hard drive this takes ages, scanning errors and backening ur files also a gudone :p
Take a long shower ,Take a nap, watch TV for hours together is the big one ;)
Cooking by self is a nice consuming process it saves penny n enhances ur skills :)))
Cleaning the rum again n again ,listen to music , take online quiz ,call ur enemys n pull their legs :D :D ,

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Rain will wash away my tears Dad.!


I know the rain will wash away my tears Dad!

But it can never wash away the pain which you left for me… 

 

She is now only a MEMORY…She is now only a MEMORY…


I Love her…

I Let her go

And now we can’t

Be

Friends

We Can’t be anything

She is now only a MEMORY… A Memory
I WISHED NEVER LAST
WHY IT HAPPENED FOR ME ??
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Monday, April 11, 2011

Many Many Happy Returns of the Day Ruitea .!!!!!!

Here’s Wishing your day be filled with joys & smiles…
Just the way yao fill all of Mine!
have a special day
&
a Beautiful Year ahead!
Happy Birthday Darling!

MY FIRST FLIGHT

I had big dreams about my first flight and some times i thought weather i v'l do it in my life or not ! But it happened on 20-1-2011. :'( my saddest journey with a broken Heart and tearfull Eyes. From coimbatore to hyderabad. Cant stop crying at any time coz i lost the only person who loves me more than anyone in this world :'( thats my DAD :'( :'(                            I HATE IT A LOT :'(

Sunday, February 6, 2011

LOVE


We think about it,

Sing about it,

Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it.

When we don’t know we have it, we search for it.

When we discover it, we don’t know what to do with it.

When we have it, we fear loosing it.

It is the constant source of pleasure and pain.

But we don’t know which it will be from one moment to the next.

It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

Love
Love